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//Heart's Tale"

a thousand reasons not to let go

12/5/09 01:20 am

A great way to spend a Friday is to get a
couple of friends out and conduct a much needed replacement of your entire wardrobe in the cheapest manner.

80% of the clothes in the cupboard can be thrown. And I'm too lazy to go shop after shop for shirts. Simplest way: find a new shopping centre at somerset, go into this jap shop offering discounts (after 10 mins of queing outside) , buy 10 shirts (20 mins of queing at counter). Wardrobe settled:) Like the simple design, or rather it's plain shirts. Nice and simple. Wanted to get a pair of sneakers since it's pretty rare to get myself out to shop, but the pair I saw the other time is sold out. Zz. Aish I nearly sound like some bimbotic shopping maniac. Tsktsk, but hor that green and white converse sneakers hor, is really sososososo nice leh. Heh. Anw got a short and neat haircut. Time to wave bye bye to unkempt long hair and irritating-hair-poking fringe.

Flying off to Thailand next Monday:) hope I can be of some help in building the houses.
Dad and little bro just came back from their china trip with ah ma and a whole bunch of family members with some funny vids. A bit regret I never go:/

And i wanna start studying soon. Can some kind soul lend me mclariren ( or wadever he's called) maths notes and the new bio notes. My lecture notes are quite empty. Or rather it's really 空空的. Dunno why.... Lala

Yes I shall be a good boy and start studying soon before this brain gets real rusty. Haha think it's really time I get into the studying mood after one year of playing a fool.





i must be blind and/or dumb to get things clear after so long. Nope I need the coin no more. It's tail. And tail means to find the nearest exit and gtfo. That's a simple answer that took a while to get into my head.
Aish I'm getting dense.



the nice sneaker that has no fate with me

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12/2/09 06:34 pm



Haha finally forced myself to go take the jab. Not as scary as I thought. Lol the rumors are true. "it's like an ant bite" :)

sore arm

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12/2/09 02:28 am

Yes. Making good progress. But bar-ing is a pain in the ass and I can't seem to get certain chords right. Nvm Jiayou;)

rock is evasive:/

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11/30/09 12:38 am

Rugby match and class outing tomorrow.

..

Where's the nerve of steel
The strong power of will
This creeping fear
The dark corridors echoed with jeers
Courage melted like butter
In my stomach a butterfly flutters

Don't be scared
Things not that bad
The sun shining
The flower dancing
And I'm singing..
Lalallalala man chilling

Think on bright side with a healthy dose of
faith and confidence. ( add in a sprinkle of craziness for extra taste)


a tomorrow to look forward to;)

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11/26/09 03:55 am

Rugby training was alright todae. Feeling the sore all over but nonetheles enjoyable.


Gradually, as past events slowly locked itself into histories, all that remain are just fragments of memory. The smiles, the tears, the uproar back then, are like sand running through my fingers, slipping into a history that lies behind me. Sometimes it's really a wonder why things turned out this way. I have a sudden urge to go back into time, back to the days when things were simpler. Not that things are complicated now, but I remember a time when each day brought nothing but smiles and laughter.

There was a time when collecting stamps was a hobby, and new stamps added to my collection really make my day. A time when flash games was still a great source of entertainment. When my most valued belonging was something known as a gameboy colour.

This nolstagic taste on my tongue.

Haha okay, maybe rugby tackles knocks the sense out of me. Or maybe I hit the wrong nerves. Or ate the wrong food.


the road junction ahead.

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11/25/09 02:12 am

Hohoho last day. There's training tmr at 8, I'm suppose to wake up at 6.30 and the time is 2. Screwed.
Mm quited wow. That must be the best decision I made since the start of the hols. Next on the list will definitely be to start learning to play eleven2. The last 5 months of lessons totally wasted on a guy like me who's too busy to practise. Heh but guess that's not really a good excuse. Wee is busy but he still managed to pick it up. Time to pull up my socks.
Maybe it's time to start on hols homework. Sigh nvm. Procrastinate 1 more week. Okay shall sleep now. Don't plan to be late for training and praying hard a pig like me wun oversleep. Yes liangpin, you shall wake up on time. Haha.



Thoughts running through my mind. Thoughts that's best left untouched and untold

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11/24/09 12:05 am

Showing Eleven2 some love. Neglected it for quite some time, or actually a very long time.

Please don't sit under the rain. It gives you a fever. Well, I learn it the hard way.


when you are sick, just snuggle under your blanket, close your eyes, and sleep.

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11/21/09 02:02 am

... Gastric pain at 2am.. Is not funny at all.

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11/21/09 01:53 am

Sort of getting sick of computer games. Even the thought of using the com turns me off. Sorting my music library out of 38 gb of music files is </3>Yesterday was fun. Dinner with icej* at holland v crystal jade. Got scammed to the buffet cos xinyee said there's free flow xiao long bao. End up getting bloated from the char siew and vege bao. Yesterday morn send qh off at changi. Met him at the terminal 3 cafe. Got treated to breakfast but the stuff ordered is way TOO MUCH. Just imagine 6 ppl eating 25 bucks of Kaya butter toast. Hohoho. Sigh needa get my lazy ass on the field or in the gym.
Haha I spent some time to sort put my worksheets and do my filing. Eh can someone organise any class outing or something. I do get terribly bored sometimes:/
And what's up my obsession with apples and yakult.


when things get complicated, just follow your heart. ( and pray you dun get lost)

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11/19/09 10:28 pm

Long day with epic fail diet. Deadbeat. Talk about it another time. Nonetheless , it's fun;)

a scene so sweet and heartwarming , that it stirred something deep down in this heart

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11/19/09 01:06 am

Sigh, fall asleep at 7, woke up at eleven,
and I cannot seem to be able to go back to sleep. How to wake up at 5 tmr T.T and I'm boreddddd. Hmm....



The clock reads fifteen minutes past eleven
I was out by ten past seven
Now I'm awake and cold
Staring at the ceiling with arms folded
The thoughts keep coming back
Reminders of what this life lacks
One bitten and twice shy
Some stuff lost I will never try find
I have given up trying to find the city of dreams
My soul crippled, a body went limp
I lie under the stars, waiting for the darkness to come
But yet of regrets there's none
It's a road of mistakes
But yet new trails I made
I left my marks
In the distance a dog barked
I see the scars on the heart
A life of vague memories so dark
Yet it's a struggle without any thoughts of giving up

Maybe when I'm gone
Come this brand new dawn
I will finally understand
Why he was never afraid of where he lands
It's not he has a body of steel
The fear he never feel
He was just like anybody
But now I know it's because there's something he wanna be.
He wanna bring the smiles back
To the lives of people whose sad
He dreams of a world so naive

Just when thing starts picking up
His life starts getting f%^*ed
His dreams buried under a life so easy
With worthless pursues he kept himself busy
It's just so sad
He wanna turn back
He has lost his way
Bits of him die day by day

He saw a light and he turned back and started to run
Realisation that this corrupted life is not what he wants
The city of dreams waits
For a man fallen to evil's bait
He felt the brambles cut
Sharp branches' eagerness to gut
But he kept running on
To a fresh life newly born

No stranger to this pain
There was no plan to faint
He has one more try to give one more shot
There's no room for faults

This story has an ending not yet in sight
Yet I knew that I have nothing to hide
I know what others think
But I knew what's my feelings

It's a secret I buried deep under. Hahaha







12.30 am. Finally I'm feeling tired. Bedtime!:)


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11/18/09 07:32 pm

Heh have to wake up at 5 tmr. Maybe I should go sleep now:P
Tmr's gonna be fun day. Haha

turn back and run.

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11/16/09 12:03 am

I missed home.
Haha I'm out for a couple of days now. Omw home after so long. Stayed at wm hse for a couple of days. Now that there's no lecture test or homework , guess it's time I continue my lessons. Weasly and chinkiat shall be my new teachers after I get my basics:D
Yesterday was a long day. Long walks actually. Ares fac outing was situated at some niao Bu shen Dan ( translation: birds don't lay eggs) place. It's alright I guess. Okayy food. Not too bad performance. Sort of enjoyed myself . And somemore s76 went udders @ novena and it's like the 5th time I went this month. Omg I think I will get fat in no time.
Today has been a fun day. Woke up early and watch some hk drama with wm on TBC or something like that. Pretty cool show. Then went out with 152crg. 2012 is a nice show! Lots of explosion, lots of water, lots of very sad scene<\3. Lots of other fun stuff followed, lazy to list them out one by one . But yea it's fun to hang out with this bunch of crazy weird ppl. Back to the wonderful good old days.
Had a super weird dream the other day. And after watching 2012, it sorts of send me thinking. Maybe sometimes I really think too much but yea life is fragile. . . Mm okay nvm, I shall keep my thoughts to myself.

Yes icej*, I'm keeping 19th nov free. I promise I wun be down with fever or flu or any other excuses. I will turn up punctually.
And chrismas will soon be coming too. A year has passed. It's like so fast. I rmb last year at this time of the year was not the best time of my life. Heh. Nah this year shall be better and happier. And it is ;)
after that time, a part of me died. Faded away. Heh, how awful

Haha I can feel the craziness acting up again. Wonder how long I can keep it down . But this might very be the last holidays before a lvls when I can do what I want. Midyear plan was fail I guess. Nvm this hols, craziness is back, to give life some meaning.
I want to jump around, run around, dance around, around, cos it's the HOLIDAYS!:D



think whatever bullshit you guys wanna think. Say whatever crap you guys wanna say. Just don't go overboard.


我不知道。我真的真的不知道。


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11/13/09 07:16 am

Hohoho.

7am in the morning. Heh, its not everyday you will get to see me up so early in the morning. Slightly drizzling outside but i think it's gonna be a great day just like every other days.
Okay, why the hell did i wake up so early. Now im bored. Maybe i should go out for a run. Hmm. Yes i should.

i think im sot atm.




I fliipped the coin too many times, till i lost count of heads and tails. So, now what? =/

11/12/09 04:44 am

Had been so sleep deprived recently, that sleeping at 9 is gonna be the happiest decision made today.

..Yawn

Edit: sleeping plan fail. I woke up at 4 and I cnt go back to sleep.

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11/11/09 09:02 pm

Had been so sleep deprived recently, that sleeping at 9 is gonna be the happiest decision made today.

..Yawn

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11/11/09 12:26 am

Pre exams talks. Not much time, I have round 10 minutes before I send myself to bed.

Exams sucks? No doubts
Hate exams ? No doubts
Did you prepare for your test? No doubts
Are you scared? No doubts
Do you have a great teacher? ... ...

Hahahaa. Nah just kidding. It's just her teaching method doesn't work well with me.

Mmm my script is like 7 7 8 8. Just praying hard things go smoothly for everyone;)

.. Jiayou




最后一段路,又是一个单元的结束
蓝天依然是蓝色,晴天依然是晴朗
不管结局如何,不管恐惧多大
一句话:更它拼了;)


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11/10/09 02:22 am



思考
What tomorrow brings - I don't know
Heh.

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11/8/09 11:05 pm

Heh pw in three days. Hope things go smoothly for everyone;)

The feeling of being detached from studies is slightly unrealistic. Haha no rushing for lectures, catching up on tutorials.. Hmm it almost felt too good to be true. Heh I guess schoolwork did left it's mark on me.

Two more days of working hard before two months of playing hard. Ain't life great? I have a million and one things on my to-do list. Anw watched "my girlfriend is an agent" online today. Nice show. Very funny. Some parts are Pretty touching. Haha. Yea we are constantly struggling, fustrated by what lies ahead. So tense about a future that remains unknown. But yet, sitting at the park alone, staring at the same blue sky I stared at as a kid, haha nothing really changed eh. So many insignificant stuff are added in, things got sort of complicated, but as long as the goal still remains in sight, each day should be happily spent. Yea it may be impossible to ignore all the little things who bugged us, but at least with a smile, we can have the courage to move on. Always hanging on to a thread of faith, haha. I may not be the super kid who score 4 As, the super athele with gold medal, the super prodigy with great talents. Heh I just wanna be a happy teen who will one day (SECRET). Being ordinary can be blissful. It's enough to be happy for all the small reasons, the big reasons, the reasons you can't tell ppl, the reasons you want to share with others. Wadever the reason, just promise to be happy and smiling:)

Shall sleep early tonight. Needa wake up early tomorrow.

Sometimes I thought I know, but yet I don't . Shall happily stay in total self denial

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11/6/09 12:26 am

Last day of school;) haha have mixed feelings about it. Today is a lovely day with the sun beaming at us and the boundless blue sky...(do I sound like the weatherman?)
Anyway went wm hse to slack, or rather do my op script, play and eat( omg his maid is really good at cookin, if she was my maid, I cfm obese in no time ). Bleh looking forward to the end of op and I will be free. Now that op is coming, I seriously wish I had a good pw teacher to cover my back. Heh our teacher hadn't been a great teacher but frankly speaking, we hadn't been a great bunch of students anw,shrug .
Okay I shall wake up early to do pw.


friendship will pull true the heaviest storm. And we will cover each other's back. Be it past, present or future;)

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